Convocation

It's my special day, me and baby went to KL by train, though she mentioned that she's not coming. We reached about noon and rested for a short while in the hotel. Despite the rain, we went to KLCC and had some nando's before catching a movie. Unfortunately, we were lost on our way back to hotel, but still we managed to locate it.  

Next day, we woke up early in the morning, all dressed up and headed toward Wisma MCA. The ceremony was bored as hell, especially to the UTAR president who was rather talkative "千里之行，始于足下.." Oh my..

Meanwhile, my baby was waiting for me with my siblings at Secret Recipe. After the ceremony, my family went home straight away since dad was sick. So me and baby decided to visit Times Square before going back, and she was sleeping soundly on my shoulder all the way home.  It was a hectic journey due to heavy luggage, my heart was tearing apart to see my exhausted baby. 

I appreciate everything my parents had given me and also my baby who had accompanied me. 

Weixin, I do not know how much I love you, but I do know how much more I wish to.

Atonement

Giving a sense of security is essential to build a long lasting relationship. She can't comprehend my contemplation as she's still an innocent girl after all, what she did in the past made me worried about our future. Sadly, she wouldn't trust my words, but i've to protect her at all costs since she's my everything.

Bored of her? That's preposterous. When you care about someone too much, it impairs your judgement. I kept silent sometimes when i'm rationalizing and that's my only way of resolving problems. I know we've been bickering recently, and maybe i shouldn't have asked about her past, but i genuinely meant no harm. Regardlessly, i've noticed her changes and i'm always grateful.

By the way, the trip to RF Jam was cancelled, i'm a little bit disappointed, well at least she may ease the worries.

Weixin,

Your heart and mine are forever one.

Solace

A gloomy Chinese New Year had come, i was dejected when i found out she went to club again although i was half expecting it. Hence, it was a tough night but our love made it through. Unfortunately, i sensed something amiss and fallacious when william visited her during midnight, thus i had lost my faith in her.

I gifted her a bear on the Valentine's day, but i think she doesn't like it. We had a trip to Penang on the next day which was bored as hell, luckily we managed to watch a movie at the end of the day. Besides, i accompanied her to one of the lamest competition i've ever seen, anyway i congratulated my sweetie for winning the champion. The fact is i felt more nervous and intense than her throughout the whole competition.

She's so adorable that i remember the day she blew the coffee powder all over her face. I am jealous of all the people she got close with because for a moment they held my world.

Weixin,

You made me love you, by just being you.

Crestfallen

My granpa just passed away. I'm distressed as i give up everything i have to be with her, it's sad when she's telling me to leave. I'm for real and i want to spend the rest of my life with her, but she..

Everytime i can't see her, i got worried as some douche bags are trying to sabotage our relationship. I smelt something wrong between her and Soon Yew, it's disheartening as i treated her wholeheartedly and this is what i got in return.

Maybe i wronged her as a flirty girl, but i hope she could put herself in my shoe. Though miles may lie between us, we're never far apart, because it's measured by the heart. I'm no longer alone, because she's with me. 

Weixin,

Your presence in my life brings wonderful smiles and loving thoughts within my heart.